Ah, deviantART. Between you and FanFiction.Net, I used to piss off my parents so bad with my near-obsessive Internet use. To think, I only joined you because was being obnoxious. Now, my little thingamajig on the top of my page says it's been two years since I joined (which I don't think is true, since Nate and I just celebrated our 3rd anniversary). And looking around, its obvious time has passed. I am a better artist, a better writer, and just simply more mature than that girl in my profile picture. I not only exist here and at FF.Net, but now on FictionPress, MySpace, Facebook, and Twitter, under not only various renditions of internalchaos, but also as pale, paleelap, and my real name, which I won't reveal here. I'm not a crazed teenager wallowing in angst, but a young woman who not only interacts with people, but also wants to bond with them, both in reality and the real fantasy that we call the Internet.
Now, don't think this long rant on the past means I'm making a tearful goodbye; rather, its the complete opposite. I need to make a new beginning as a deviant, and indeed, as an Internet entity as a whole. I've been debating on how to do this for quite a while, especially now that I have (dun dun duh dunnn) Internet access in my room. The easiest thing to do would be to delete all my accounts and start off anew. However, this would mean deleting all the wonderful comments I've received and alienating the little fanbase I think I've created. So, I have two options left: I can either have two accounts for my uploading sites (dA, FF.Net, and FP), one being my old stuff and one new, linking the two for one mega-profile of awesomeness, OR I can just continue on as internalchaos.
So, you may ask, what shall I choose? The second one is easier, but defeats the purpose of what I stated above. To choose the first would be choosing, basically, a giant headache for me, as I still plan on upkeeping my former profiles.
Regardless, I choose the first.
If you've managed to struggle through all this, please visit my new profiles. I will be making an edit to this journal with all the links to them, but just know that I am officially now going under the name paleelap, as it doesn't sound like a little emo kid thought it up, and is much more unique.
Thanks to everybody who's supported me these last few years. I hope you'll be just as willing to support me in my future endeavors.
And don't worry guys. The funny shall return henceforth.

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Okay guys, everything's been sorted out. I've put links in the "About Me" section of my MySpace page ([link]) to everything I'm involved in (minus my Facebook, as that's only for close friends and family). Go there and go crazy. For those who don't care about anything else I do, my new account is . I haven't put up anything yet, but trust me, it won't be that way for long.